So in my Creative Writing Class the teacher likes to play music for the class. Its pretty cool. I have never had a teacher that would play music really loud during class. There is usually a very wide variety of music that he plays. Its never just one genre or just one band.
There are some songs that are kind of anoying and there are songs that I just cant bring myself to listen to. Its not because they are bad songs though. Songs like Looking Out My Back Door by Creedence Clearwater Revival and some Pink Floyd songs. One song that really gets me is Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd. These songs are great songs but Its realy hard for me to listen to them. They just bring up memories that I really don't want to think about while I am around people or in school.
About a year ago one of my really good friends died in a car crash. The driver was drunk beyond the point of blacking out, the vehicle was full. The only other place left to sit in the vehicle was in the back. My friend was drunk as well. He got in the back with one of his buddies.. Both without a seatbelt. The driver decides to do a burnout in a parkinglot of a church but looses controll of the vehicle and they speed out of controll and they go off of an empankment. They ended up hitting a tree. Every one survived but my friend and his buddie. He knew he wasn't supposed to get in the car. He didn't want to. He tried to stay at the party and crash there but he wasn't able to. So that was pretty much his only option.
A few days later I was at his wake. His parents were ther and all of his friends were there. Every one that knew him was there. He was every ones friend. He knew a lot of people and alot of people knew and loved him. My brother was one of his best friends. So he, my other brother, and a few members of The Mary Celeste decided to play a few acoustic songs on guitar. So just imagine your best friend laying in a coffin just five feet in front of you, all his close friends, all of your close friends, all crying, while watching your brothers and friends try to play Looking Out My Back Door by CCR and Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd without losing it. I havent been able to listen to those songs the same way since that day. Every time I hear those songs it makes me want to break down.