When I turned fourteen I started to get in trouble with the law and with the system. The first Diversion was just a slap on the hand I had to pay a little bit of money in fines and do some community servicee; no biggy right? That's what I thought too so I didn't finish my community service by the time I was ordered. So I went to court and they changed my Diversion to a Deferred disposition. That didn't seem like it was going to be that bad either until I realized I had to stop smoking weed. My second UA was clean, but I guess I just didn't get it through my head, so I started smoking again. When I gave the dirty UA they ordered me to attend Saint Peter's Chemical Dependancy outpatient treatment and I did. The treatment was fun until the counselor changed and now it makes me miserable just to think about. Anyways, I was doing pretty good with the whole treatment and rafraining from weed thing but I was drinking A LOT.

On my way home from a court review I saw a few friends that had came into some money and were getting some things together to rent a hotel room and I told them that I would meet them later at the hotel. Well when I got there it was about six o'clock. I walked in and made some jokes about how it was a sausage fest because it was all guys and they dind't even know for sure whether or not I was going to show up. But we bullshitted for a little while and tried to cook a papa murphey's pizza on the heater. We had a half gallon and some beer but when the bottle was about half way gone we went to the smoking section to smoke and Joe; the guy who's money it was to rent the hotel left the key inside. We thought it was going to be okay until when his mom came to get the key because she was the only one who was over 18; but when she saw the drunkest guy there; she didn't want to let us stay. I didn't mind and I was going to go home. I had a ride with a couple of other people to RedApple so I figured I'd walk from there. When we got there Joshua told me he was going to walk me home after he got out of the bathroom so I sat on the other side of the explorer and waited. After about thirty seconds I heard aggressive yelling so I peeked to see what was going on. Joshua was starting an argument with some other strangers over God knows what. I decided to see what was going on, but I couldn't get in there without almost getting hit so I pushed Joshua away. But I couldn't calm him down with the other guys charging at him so I pushed them away, and they were BIG guys. But when I pushed them it was either their girlfriend on sister got really mad and started yelling at me. So there I was in the middle of my friend, two big guys he was trying to fight, and a BIG bitch. Calming anyone down wasn't an option at this point, and I was a little drunk myself. I couldn't explain what I was trying to do to the girl unless I got in her face and yelled but she still wasn't going to have it. The bitch hit me with her flip flop. I stepped back all mad and out of the corner of my eye I saw a RedApple employee walking out with a flashlight and something else in his hands.

I was about to walk away because I noticed the girl was pregnant and I didn't want to get made fun of for beating up a pregant girl. I had Joshua by my side and I took about six steps.

"I called the cops, and if you go; I'll taze you!" That was the end. He didn't really have a tazer and it's illegal for someone unauthorized to taze you but he lied about a lot of stuff. The guy told the cops that Joshua and I beat the shit out of the pregnant girl and the two big guys were still in the store. He also said he had no tazer ann didn't threaten me.

I got five charges that night: MIC(Minor in consumption), Assault 3, two assault 4s and destruction of property(I spit in the back of the cop car).

I did sixty days in juvie and 60 days on electrical home monitoring. Before I went to juvie I said fuckit and smoked weed cause I was going in anyways and got like a week's more time.

Since I've been off house arrest I got a dirty UA with alcohol and I haven't smoked weed at all. I have to do weekends in detention for five weeks and we'll see what happens from theree;

That survey on my other blog is court ordered for part of my sentence for this dirty UA.

Thanks for your timee; HopeEmilyxoxoo

Thank you Hope. I know that people do lie, and I'm sorry that happened to you. I appreciate your sharing this.